Easter Remembrance

As I reflect, this Easter Morn

On the love my savior's shown

Both my heart, and joy are full

In gratitude I feel wonderful

He lived so that I would learn

He died so that I could return

He knew what he would have to do

He went through it for me and you

As you're with your family

Enjoy each other's company

But be careful that you Don't forget

What really matters, whose life was spent

If you think you thought so

If you didn't think you thought so, and you don't think you knew than what good is just sitting there, doing what you do. you should get up and get going that's the key to growing. To find all things unknown, which are all the things worth knowing - JM Hunsaker

The End of the would be-ginning

I tire of all the quips and quand'ries
related to, the deep dark quarries
In the mines of ignorance

The pit I speak of is romance
And I glory at the chance
to finally bid it sweet adieu

"But it's worth it" People stew
And maybe you, the reader too
But I for one, don't follow
"In the somehow I'll face tomorrow"
even though I, so full of sorrow
even now can't feel to hope

About the love that's often wrote
In written words, or music's note
Fairy tales and bedtime stories
With all the pomp, in all the glory
Which by me, I admit feel sorely
for the fantasy,lived by most

I believe in happy endings
but I've never had beginnings
I can't speak from experience
So everything, from now, hence
the ending of my eloquence
I only speak of what I know

I believe those ends for some
of who I sadly am not one
And feel it all to often

Love's labors won, the poet's say
But what, I ask's the price?
Of all the work and sadness' pay
Was it for something nice?

Did you find the lucky number
The one who's meant for you
who you dream about in slumber
and feels the same way too?

Then indeed you are the victor
but what about the rest
is there some way the Others
Can pass fate's evil test

I don't feel love is worth it
not the least in my case
I have felt and lost it
More times than I can say

Good Day

Loving your life is living in love, It helps you to be like our father above.

You're honest and faithful and ready to say, "I'm going to have the very best day."

The trick is to mean it, and few really do, But the trick is so simple, the secret is you.

Those who don't try, and just live for themselves, Rarely if ever, are happy as well.

You are the overall master of fate, Whether or not you will have a good day

Take heed that you do not let others decide, If you'll have a good day, or merely just slide.

So go face the world with a smile and a nod, Because a good day, always starts with good thoughts.

Living

I live today, I love the feel, How everything that's good is real. And everything that's not can be, right through life's sweet felicity. - J.M. Hunsaker

Loss of Breath, Silent Screams

You don't know what it is

Its slow at first

Then Comes quickly

A plague of silent screams

You lose control

And your breath in an instant

And then just as quickly

It goes away

I hate yawning

The Has Been's and Will Be's

What has been has happened, what hasn't has not,
So like what you have and have what you've got.
Somethings will happen that make you feel good,
But some things will happen when you don't think they should.
Its all part of life, the good and the bad,
So move forward in faith and you'll get what you lack

Looking Forward

What is has been, what was can be,
What never happened,oft should be

Healing

You feel it coursing through your veins,
Yet somehow it does not feel the same
The life that's there, no longer lives
The warmth and love it used to give

Why do things have to change,
All moved around and disarranged
Its not like I did this to me
So why is it my penalty

Its odd I know to count one blessed
Who's life has now become bereft
Of feeling loss and nothing left
"What good?" I daresay comes from this

Without the pain, there is no health
Without the poor, there is no wealth
Without the trials, there is no growth
Is something that I've come to know

Strength Is had, from bowing down
Courage made, outside the crowd
Healing done, through prayers to one
Who heals all hurts of everyone

The Savior knows each bump and scrape
What wounds to heal, what lives to save
He's lived his life, for us, so we
Could be healed, eternally

You Don't Know Me!

As a precursor, I want to let everyone know I'm not depressed, I just heard this term razorblade kisses and it sounded very poetic so I went with it, I didn't experience it myself nor will I ever, I know a few extremists maybe some of my friends will be frustrated that I wrote this, but the most favorite writers in history don't get that way be necessarily always being popular.


Razorblade kisses
And cold shower hugs
I'm addicted to sadness
Instead of to drugs

You may never see me
And I hope that you don't
You wont know how I'm feeling
Cause I'm all alone

Only I feel
The inner most part
Tucked down within me
Inside of my heart

I want to be Emo
And wear all black clothes
Listen to screamo
With words no one knows

It helps with my angst
To feel so upset
Instead of join gangs
I'd rather just sit

I do not do anything
Cause everything hurts
Nothing can help me
Except angry words...

BUT...

I want all my friends
Those who're concerned
To just let this pass
I'm not really hurt

I just felt like razorblade kiss
Needs to be
A poem in itself
And that all came to me

I'm really OK
No need to fret
I haven't hit bottom,
I haven't, not yet

We all have our down days
But the difference is
We all have our own ways
For dealing with it

You could be destructive
And sit there and stew
OR you could be productive
And change what you do